I just want people to stop asking if I’m ok. The answer almost never changes.
i can’t do this anymore
i’m not strong enough
i’ll stay alive, maybe
but i’m not trying anymore
i’m too tired
i’m too weak
I’ve got two different strains right now, one from my boy Shane that I’ve already tried, and one is a new strain from my friend who will remain nameless. My plan is to smoke a bowl of the new stuff and then a bowl of the other stuff and see just what happens. So read on if you care about me getting high!
I just feel so alone sometimes.
I go to bed early every night so i don’t have to explain to my family why I’m so upset
Because to be honest, sometimes I don’t even know.
Then I wake up, sheets drenched, heart pounding, disoriented, a nightmare that only partly fades with the morning light, and try to comfort myself back to sleep with thoughts of suicide on movie screens.



