Midnight in America

I just want people to stop asking if I’m ok. The answer almost never changes.

i give up

xxoxer:

i can’t do this anymore
i’m not strong enough
i’ll stay alive, maybe
but i’m not trying anymore
i’m too tired
i’m too weak

forgetting-regret:

God sometimes I wish I killed myself when I had the drive. I’m not doing any good here.

Documenting my weed experience.

I’ve got two different strains right now, one from my boy Shane that I’ve already tried, and one is a new strain from my friend who will remain nameless. My plan is to smoke a bowl of the new stuff and then a bowl of the other stuff and see just what happens. So read on if you care about me getting high!

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I have no friends.

I hate myself.

I hate the direction my life is going in.

Fuck this.

Musings of a depressive insomniac.

I just feel so alone sometimes.

I go to bed early every night so i don’t have to explain to my family why I’m so upset

Because to be honest, sometimes I don’t even know.

Then I wake up, sheets drenched, heart pounding, disoriented, a nightmare that only partly fades with the morning light, and try to comfort myself back to sleep with thoughts of suicide on movie screens.

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c0mpromise:

Let’s disappear. 

c0mpromise:

Let’s disappear. 

When my friend loses my weed.

When my friend loses my weed.